It is now fifteen (15) years since I entered the corporate labyrinth. The experience was worthwhile despite the roller coaster ride that I have to endure.
Looking back, my early days of employment was full of colorful promises. Having graduated with honors, I am confident about my future in the corporate world. Things were as clear as the sky. I know what I want and where I am going. I focused mainly on reaching a remarkable spot up the corporate ladder.
With dedication and genuine commitment for my job, I gradually achieve my goal. My superiors took notice of my efforts. I would say, they (my superiors) were convinced that my capabilities are limitless. Naturally, this comes with great expectations. Thus, I begin to assume greater responsibilities.
Now, I can say I have proven my worth as an employee. My career achievement is my pride. But despite that I still feel empty. Consequently, I took some time to reflect, wondering what was lacking. This brings me to a realization that I failed to maintain that balance between my career and my family.
Yes, career does not define life's success. No matter where we are in the corporate hierarchy, if the family is sacrificed, all is in vain. This has been my predicament as a single mom and as the eldest and unmarried member of the family. My work requires so much of my time that I barely see my son, my parents and my sister. I came to realize that providing for their financial needs is not enough. Finally, I understand the equal importance of my physical presence with them.
This familial awakening leads me to take a different turn from the career path I once followed. I am now about to give up my present job. At this point I continue to search for new earning endeavor that will allow me to be with my son and my family. I must admit the fear of the unknown overwhelms me. But the love I have for my son and my family is my strength in facing the challenges ahead.
